My head is hounting me

And i dont know why

Why wont it stop when im trying to relax and get some rest. 

I want someone to hold me,

Hold me at night

And make my dreams go away

Make me feel safe

Make me feel Home. 

I miss the feeling 

Of someone touching my cheek

Touching my skin

Telling me everything will be fine couse Im here. 

Missing the feeling 

Walking hand in hand

Cuddle in the sofa

Missing the feeling of being hold

I miss the time everything was fine-

I was fine

Hole.

I am not special. 

I have no one to make me feel safe at nights

No one protecting me from evil forces. 

No one that'll rescue me from my nightmares. 

No answers to my feelings that i've been feeling a long time

Or the feelings in my head. 

No answers.

No wants.

No questions.

No telling me to stay or walk away-so many feelings that is not answered. 

Why? 

I dont know.

I wish i knew. 

I wish i was given a chance. 

I have no regrets. 

Peace.